Thursday, March 4, 2010

tomorrow is a different day.

i was dazing in my bed with nothing to do and suddenly the thought of my english teacher popped up in my mind. she is my favorite teacher at school. she's neat, organized, she teaches well and is a very kind teacher. she's funny and school periods with her are never boring, or at least i think so.

she is just undescribable. how i feel about her is undescribeable with words.

anyway, i suddenly remembered about one english period with her. she told us to write 100 things we are grateful for in our lives. after doing this activity, i realize that i am one lucky girl. im starting to believe that God has this magnificent plan for each one of us. there's a reason why im the first child, why i study in stella maris, why my best friend is jessica and fernando, a reason for EVERYthing. and i, personally, have always believed that whining does not change any situation. so, be grateful instead.

things that im grateful for in my life right now =

1. i'm alive. perfectly healthy.
2. i have a great parents which arent over protective, which are funny, which are fun, and i love them.
3. i have a mighty God and everything in life makes sense in Him.
4. i have two siblings which i dont really like right now
but i am certain that there's a reason why they are my siblings.
5. i am currently in 8th grade and i love my class.
teachers said that my class is the best. the most attentive,
the best scores compared to others, and less noisy and less naughty.
and yes, i do feel lucky to be in 8c instead of other grade 8.
(i dont really like noisy environments)
6. i am smart. yes, i thank God for that.
(seriously, im not showing off here. no hard feelings)
7. i have my best friend by my side. Jessica Hudaya, i love you.
Jess and I are very much alike. Fashion lovers, serial movie lovers,
talkative, brainy and we have the same perspective almost every time. She's always there for me (: a total blessing from God.
8. another classmate that im very close with, Fernando Lius.
a smart guy. he's beyond neat. he's sensitive (for boys' scale)
just VERY different from other boys, and i like that.
he's not noisy, naughty or underestimate the importance of
score and grades. i love his presence, he's funny.
9. i just heard the news that im gonna go for a vacation with my
'kebon kacang family' to Thailand on January 2011. its still a long time, i know. but im excited since the economy was bad lately and i havent been on vacation in ages! ):
10. i am in music environment. my dad's a musician and most of his friends are too. i have always been surrounded by musicians since i was born. until now, i got tons of songs in iTunes and i just love finding nice songs. I feel lucky for my music taste. Music really has a big impact for me, it can help me boost up my mood.
11. Jessica and I are planning to apply a high school scholarship in Singapore. we're bored living in Indonesia. we used to think that we can just take IGCSE test and directly go to college but we cant get sarjana with that ):
so since we have to go for high school anyway, we choose to go abroad. i'm excited! i pray that this plan works, and i get the scholarship (: *amen..
12. i got my future figured out! God is so kind, he let me know what i should be. it is obvious that music is my future. my parents want me to, and i do have skills, and im starting to write lyrics now and i can finish a song lyrics in 15 minutes. and i used to hate the idea of having music as my future, i always wanted to be a fashion designer. then i realize how tragically bad i am at drawing during art class.
i THANK sir lauren for his drawing class that made me realize that fashion design isnt my destiny.... music is.

so, be grateful grateful grateful!

xoxo, sweethearts